Below are the 5 most recent journal entries recorded in ploofaf's LiveJournal:

Wednesday, January 18th, 2006
5:43 pm	hmmm i remember i used to bitch about all the people i would see driving back and forth... home to work to home.. and never smile in their cars.. not even along to the radio, today i had a terrible realisation, ive become one of them, especially when i dont have my morning coffee, dear god. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, September 29th, 2005
8:58 pm	mmm why is it so hard to get the motivation to write things here when im in a good mood. probably because i'm too busy off enjoying it. or sitting in a nice comfy chair thinking about how much i rock this world. But not today. Just watched some soppy chicks movie which i try not to make a habit of, but it happened anyway. Why do silly movie people always have everything work out for the best, they get the job, they get their dream to come true, they get the girl/guy, i wanna see a sequal (however you spell the damn thing) 10 years down the track where they got dumped, fired, depressed and realise, wow that really was all crap, have the actor say hey bugger ive just wasted all my talent feeding the money giving public with mind numbing trash, i think i'll quit while i have my millions and go read the dictionary. Hmm.. well yay for the long weekend. Bloody looking forward to just sleeping most of it away. Dont get much of that. Probably drink some if it away too.. and hopefully not smoke, this will be interesting. Goodnight world, i hope you're fairing better than I. Current Mood: discontent Current Music: none whatsoever (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 17th, 2005
1:08 pm	Hey! Im back again thanks to Mr Bigronnigans, may not have spelt that right. So anyway im feeling awesome right about nowish. Im seeing a couple of guys ive not seen in ages and ive missed them muchly. Which also shits me, a bunch of awesome guys who ive 'known' for oh so long but barely know. Even as i sit here i half feel like i shouldnt be here, stupid Paranoia. BUT besides that. My life has been interesting... gettin in a fair bit of trouble these days which is SO very not deserved. Well maybe a tiny bit but not like it is, It seems all of work thinks im on drugs all the time, i hope not cause i dont like to mix business and pleasure, and indulging in that kind of thing isnt really a normal habit of mine, sure we all have our little blow outs, i dont know where my damn money goes but it sure as hell isnt on drugs. Food and petty n fun in general seems to cost everything these days, Yay for boys having kinda jam sessions hehe. Also i ne something i need to stop doing is trying to save people, and stop hooking up with terrible men. What is the attraction to people you know are going to be terible for you, not lead to something serious or who are just going to let you fuck your though process up somehow in a spectacular fashion? Is there a hypnotheripist that deals with this? Sure the shagging can be fun but so not even worth it in the long run hey. And then even worse... like a couple of months back.. went out with this person one evening for a few drinks, had one of the best times ive had with someone in fucking ages.. which so tipped me off that i was never going to see them again, lo and behold nope, he never called back, how am i confusing a fantastic night for me with a terrible night for him? He said all the right things knowing there was going to be no shagging involved... offered to come round andhelp with gardening and wanted to do sweet things like go ice skating... no drinking, no drugs. Fuck it sounded awesome... funny that. Hmm i dont mean for this to turn into some anti men rant or anything, thats not what im meaning. Excuse me, phone call. Opp i back.. but Yeah, i dont hate men.. most of the time hah. No love them too much. Time to go back to chilling n drinking. Goodnight for now, Mwah Current Mood: calm Current Music: Marilyn Manson-personal jesus (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 12th, 2005
2:26 pm	yeah so that was tops... just took me about 5 friggen minutes to figure out how to even add an entry in here.... Now ive been told this thing is da domb... but ive run into my usual problem. Toooo many thoughts spilling out, then by the time i get somewhere to write it, they are gone. Ho Hum. Current Mood: sick Current Music: The Oprah music... dear god. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, July 3rd, 2005
5:29 am	Well... "I've got fuck all to say right now." Current Mood: nostalgic Current Music: Green Day - Hitchin' a ride (Comment on this)